Stay Strong.

This won't be a long blog, but it's something i want to talk about.  God doesn't throw challenges your way if he thinks you can't overcome them.  Everyday we are thrown a new challenge and some times others and even yourself think you won't make it through them. but you will.

We are given challenges for one reason, to make ourselves stronger. So when something comes your way prove to yourself you can do it and prove everyone who thinks you can't wrong. You will see that you will come out stronger and happier than before.  Because dwelling on something will get you no where.
Have faith that it will get better.

xoxo
Megan  

 

what..i miss campbellsville?

For those of you seniors going away to college next semester and swear up and down they will not miss little campbellsville at all, don't be so sure.  In my opinion its a lot harder than you think.  This time last year I was so dead set on going to UK, living the college dream, being on my own, moving away from campbellsville and everything boring within it, and getting away from my hectic family.  wrong. 

If you grow up in small town all your life then that is what you will be used to.  Going to a big city where there are crazy people around every corner, and robberies happening all the time is a big change.  Don't get me wrong living in the city isnt all bad, it can actually be kind of fun.  So don't be so sure about things.

I'm transferring to CU next year and i never thought those words would come out of my mouth.  I'm not excited about going to that school at all, but sometimes you have to do what you have to.  Although I'm sure i'll only be there for one school year, i miss my family and friends and even my dogs too much to be away from them again next year.  and being able to stay in my room instead of small dorm has its definite perks.  For one, no community showers or wearing flip flops every time i go into the bathroom!

So all you seniors going away next year, make sure you spend as much time as you can around the ones you wont be with this time next year.

xoxo.
Megan

what's next?

What do you do when you lose your best friend?  What do you do when the one who made you smile is the one causing your pain?  what do you do when the one person you turned to for everything isn't there anymore? 

Sometimes I wish relationships didn't exist until we were mature enough to handle one..say in our 20's? i dont know but for sure not in our teens.  All heartbreaks would end and no one would be hurt by the one they love.  i know it'll never happen, but a girl can wish though right?  Its close to valentines day and for the past couple years I had no problem with the holiday and I had someone to share it with.  But now the pain of not having a valentine is back.  It's really not that bad, it is after all just one day for people to be lovey dovey with each other and to buy each other chocolates in a heart shaped box. i don't even like chocolate. But what about the people who don't have a valentine supposed to do?  Sit around and feel sorry for ourselves?  no way.  Valentines day is one of the most overrated holidays and i feel it serves no purpose for anyone.  If you love someone show them all 365 days of the year, not just one lousy day.

Questions are buzzing around me about my relationship, or lack there of and honestly i dont feel like answering anyones questions.  Its been a crummy week, and it sucks that that same crummy week involves my birthday, valentines day, and when i lost my best friend.  But i'm not blogging for a pity party by no means, just wanted to get things out of my system.  All I'm saying is if you love someone, don't throw it away.

So those of you out there with no valentine this year, stay strong and beautiful because one day you'll have that special someone that you'll celebrate each others love every day of the year.

xoxo.
Megan

venting session.

Ill start off with saying this blog really has  no point but for me to COMPLAIN!  Recently I've been having trouble focusing on my bio homework and tests.  Can someone please tell me why I'm forced to take bio when it has NOTHING to do with my future career?  I suck at any type of science, helllooo that is why my major has nothing to do with science.  I'm pretty sure when I'm finally a teacher, my kindergartners will have to know anything about bio!  But its not just bio, i have a history and a algebra class...pretty sure 5 year olds wont even care about that kind of stuff.  Whatever I am just so so so ready to start my classes that actually have to do with an elementary education.  I feel like I'm wasting MY money that I pay for college on classes that i'll forget about as soon as this semester is over with.  This week I just seem to not care about school in general, I have had NO motivation for any homework this week but I still managed to get it all done..barely.

Another thing is i am sick and tired of all this snow! Even though its February and still winter, I'm pretty sure we're still supposed to the see then sun more than once a week! and it ruined my birthday plans.  I didn't do one thing special on my birthday all because of stupid snow.  I'm just in a bah humbug kinda mood this week.  Besides 19 feels no different than 18.  And I won't feel different until I'm 21 probably.Oh well..there's always next year.

Life sucks sometimes but I read a quote yesterday that made me feel so much better and would make other feel better as well.
"Dear whoever is reading this,
you're beautiful so smile because life is too short to be unhappy"

I'll have to keep that in mind the next time I'm in this kinda mood..and so should you.

xoxo
Megan

Learning a lesson in an unexpected place.

I've recently jumped on the bandwagon and began watching glee.  I swore up and down that I thought it was stupid before I ever even watched it.  But when I finally did I fell in love with the show and the characters and now I can't get enough of it.  The strange thing about it is that it actually taught me something.  Stand up for what you believe in and don't change yourself just because someone else doesn't like or it's not "cool."  God made us who we are because that's how we are meant to be, don't change for someone else's sake.  Love yourself and be proud of who you are.  In the show they all have different struggles, one girl isn't popular, another guy is gay, and another girl is goth.  And because of who are they are, the are ridiculed and tore down and it should never be like that, but they go against the odds and stand up for themselves.  What I'm trying to say is that no matter what anyone says, if your doing what you love then keep doing it.  Don't let others bring you down because if there making fun of how you are chances are they're just insecure about themselves. 

xoxo.
Megan